special harvest~~

29 august 2009 saturday


i already long time didnt updated my blog.

every time when i saw the previous posts,

there are lots of feeling come out....

but now,

i very very lucky because i can do what i like now.

i never regret drop out school.

i like freedom....

i like unrestrained life....

during i joined in sasa until now,

i had learned a lots of things.

all these things that you cannt learn from school.

i precious this chance so i will do my best in this area.

next month i will outstation for 5 day kl training .

this is a good chance for me .

except that,

i also need to go A store learn from the SBC.

i cannt imagine this trip how much the harvest i get.

expect this traning coming soon...

leaves evil places!!!!

30 april 2009 saturday


come back from travel and now.....

i will receive challenge....hahaa

so start from now i will disconnect with all internet sources....

if any emergency or you want buy something cosmetic,perfume,skin care......

you can contact me at this number>>>>016-7785265 or go city square sasa find me(joyce)....

i will stay longer in jb now.....

finally can leaves this evil places......wahaha......

26/04/2009 saturday


today have a pig help me type this blog........

then i just need my mouth to talk....... hehehe...

then got people help me to type...

so hapiness o.....

then i can jin qing de type...

today got a good guy make my leg hurt..

rang hou du zi ton.. du zi ton.. hoho.. hoho.. ton

y keep du zi ton... everyday ton.......

stromach wanted..

anybody will change stomach with me.....

please msn me =.="

ask that babi help me cha feng yu that babi dont want help me.....

du zi heng ton... then got people zui du du....

then he cough... my handsome dear dear...

today i sit at shop just like a idiot...

when i want talk to him but he so busy...

when i want talk to customer he dont want let me talk to customer...

because he say me cant let people scold...

then make me stay there and spend lot of money...

most benci is that 2nd floor shop...

i spend rm47 at that shop coz 32 zhu zhu...

c that shopgal lagi benci... look like dont want business...

dai sai ah... dont hope me going back shop lol...

du zi ton... du zi ton... du zi ton...

y i only 20 years old but my egine like 40years old...

wuu wuu wuu...

sick baby...

dont write liao... pain till i no mood liao... dont know what i want ask babi write liao...





typed by 五点半。。。hehehehehehehehehehehehe.....

shoulder pain.....:-(

7 april 2009 tuesday

ahhhhhh!!!!!

my shoulder so pain again....

cannt do anything.....

these few day ...not these few days only....

since i brough zhu zhu bring it go back home,

i always stay with her....

i like this zhu zhu so much,

always play with her....hehe....

no matter i happy, sad, worry, or cry......

she always stay with me together....

everyday when i go back home first thing is hug hug zhu zhu .....

haha.....

"zhu zhu hug hug ,
hug hug zhu zhu ."

this became my slogan everyday....

haha.....

omg....3++ liao....

i want faster do my illustrator liao....

if not then no need sleep liao....

tomorrow night go back find my dear dear.

i already plan draw the sketch and scan into mac tonight,

the other do it tomorrow,

tomorrow still have a lot of time to do it.

i already long long time didnt hold pencil to draw liao...==

i always had the spirit to learn or draw something,

but when i go back home,

hu~~~

totally is different already....

i havent found a place which is i can totally focus do my homework.

haiz~~~

hari-hari tak tahu buat apa....

alamak.....

sudah lama tidak menulis bahasa malayu,

sekarang sudah menjadi bahasa pasar....==

bahasa melayu = 半桶水
english =半桶水
華語 =還過得去

tiada satu yang baiknya....==

kesiannya.....

dah lah.....

nak buat homework ......(memamng bahasa rojok==)

bye bye



by yogurt baby

3:20am

financial problem.......wuwu~

21 march 2009 saturday

i already long long time didnt sleep well liao until yesterday....

i slept from 5pm until 9am.....=.=''

even sleep long long time already but i still feel sleepy....

still feel wanna sleep.....

no mood to do homework.

just now i went daiso brought many things....

but i no idea what should i do..

i just buy buy buy...

these few week i wanna face faniancial problem liao....

bank only left $ 50++ :-,(

how can i use for another 10 days....

wuwu...

still want buy material....

this month i buy a lot of things,

but feel like spent the money only...

cannt see the things...

all final coming soon and need spend more money again...

wuwu...cham liao......

this few day wanna eat maggie again liao..

i buy a lot different type of maggie liao...haha....

gambateh for this week....

next week is independent week....



yogurt baby

who can teach me how to manage my time??

tired....

my eye very pain....

just hand up my printmaking portfolio....

i really dont care le...

because no mood to do it at all...

i just finish what i had....

even the research is copied...

the research really is copied at all....

haiz~~

need to rush homework again=.=''

mood board and material board....wuwu~~

i just finish what i i had...

i really dont have that mood to do it very well even i like interior so much....

for me,

can finish the homework already is a good things because i always do more things than other people....=.=''

and i really have time management problem....

can you teach me how to manage the time between STUDY, HEALTH, LOVE, SLEEP TIME and MY OWN TIME???

below is how many percentage from each part:

study=90%
health=0%
love=6%
sleep time=4%
my own time=0%

i almost want die.....

no entertaiment , no healthy , sleep less will die soon=.=''



by yogurt princess
7:21pm

sick.....

sick....after 2d and presentation i really feel sick....

cant do anything no matter how i hope can finish all....

sensitive nose, stomachache , cough, fever, panda eye, eye pain.....

all together coming...

i really feel bad now...

i wanna cry now....

i cant do anything , my eye very pain now....

this monday i went to student services ask about the tuition grant....

i very surprise they told me i no need to pay any fees if i........

but make sure this is truth ,

i need to call moe ask first...

then that means if i no need to pay then i also no need to work in singapore...

oh yah!!!

then i can do what i want liao.

go back continue do my printmaking ....




littleyogurtprincess
5.43am
13 march 2009

如果如果是我們可以選的。。。。那就好。。

8 march 2009 sunday

我決定了。。。。

我如果進不了我就不要讀了。。。

再想想看。。。

在家做家務比較適合我。。。

哈哈。。。

沒拉。。。。

會找工吧。。。

如果不讀了可能會在這裡做3年的工然後準備賠錢吧。。。

3年賠得完嗎？？

haiz.....

等我賠完了我就要快點離開這裡了。。

不想再呆在這裡多一分鐘。。。

如果又真的這麼衰給我進到。。。

就只好乖乖的讀下去。。。

等讀完多2年我就不讀了。。

可是還要做工3年。。。

haiz....

好想快點放假哦！！！

几時才可以輕鬆。。。

每次過這樣的生活我會死得比較快！！！

繼續做我的功課了。。。

make sure go out must come back......

7 march 2009 saturday

5:48am now....

i still doing my 2d.....

i just try my best to finish it.

but i dont think i can finish all....

how many people will done all??

how many people will same like me??

just thinking something impossible....

i doing my research now....

even is photo i also sketch and paint for the image i get....

first time doing clearly....

last time i get the image then print out paste in sketch book only....

now i just realised actually skecth book can be more like that....=.="

i decided later 7:30am i wanna go eat my breakfast....

then come back continue some more...

after that sleep....

omg......while i sleep in that time.....

i already know today i can sleep whole day le.....

haiz.....cannt cannt ....

must control myself....

cannt sleep to much....

i wanna doing homework....

these two day i still thinking my friends....

missing around 2 week....

that day take bus went to work....

on the way she missing??

after that her shop manager contact with her family asked for the reasons why absent....

then......missing and no news already....

untill now cannt find..

newspaper also had reported....

but where's she going??

is it somebody rap her???

or

she run from home with her bf??

or

she ...........

haiz......scary lah.....

hope she still alive now....

dont know why these 2 day i feel something bad ......

erm...dont know is true or not...

now when i go out i need more careful le .....

hope dont happen anything on me....

now i dont feel sleepy....

but i just no mood to continue to do 2d....

haiz.....

180 degree2 跑了。。。。

2 march 2009 monday

天啊！！！

我的180 degree 2 飛了。。。

嗚嗚。。。

只差那24小時啊！！！

哇啊啊~~~

飛了。。。真的飛了。。。

沒有機會了。。。

那個死salesgirl竟然不肯收！！！

欠打啊，

就只差那麼一天而已嘛。。。

真的是“拖衰”啊。。。

haiz~~~

暈。。。

27 feb 2009 friday

啊！！終於寫完作文了。。。

快要死了。。。

擠了好久才擠出來。

終於鬆了一口氣。

頭現在好暈。。。

用過度了。。。哈哈

肚子好痛。。。

我的飯還沒有回來。。。

肚子好餓啊！！！

過完今天還要過明天。。。haiz....

還有2d和drawing 啊！！！

我簡直是要暈倒看到2d。。。

50頁的sketch。。。。＝＝

雙面就＝100頁了。。。。

我簡直是瘋了。。。

我要休息了。。。暈

happy valentine day

today is valentine day leh....

because of homework so i need to come back sg....wuwu~~

so sad~~

but last night we celebrated valentine's day already....

actually yesterday we want go to watch movie first but the movie that i want already finish...

so no choice we only can change our plan go to eat lol....

at cs nike we saw a nice jacket because the design very special...

when i first time see the jacket,

it looks so so only....

but when i look at carefully,

actually the design is very special...

then we decided to buy the jacket,

but the promoter said dont have the size.....wuwu....

then dear dear say go to terbau see weather have or not.

then dear dear say go to level 2 nike shop to see ....

on the way i tell him if level 2 dont have then we go ground floor to see.

he said : ground floor where got ni ke shop!!

me said : got~~~terbau got 2 nike shop!!

he said : dont have~~we walking here can see the ground floor have the nike shop or not.

me said : i say have lah!!!i remember terbau got 2 nike shop lah!!why you dont believe me!!!!

he said : okokok....later i go to see have the shop or not.

me said : i have lah!!!you always dont believe me...last time i came here then i realise got 2 nike
nike shop at here, i tell my friend say: nike very rich lol,1 shopping centre got 2 nike
nike shop.

why i remember nike got 2 shop at terbau is because last time when j-card day.... i went to terbau then i saw 1 shirt very nice at nike.then i go to downstair i still see the nike shop again then i go in to watch around again...

after that i went to washroom come out then he say see the plan....then i show him what is "nike culture" at ground floor. then he just believe me !!!babi memang babi.....
i explain so many times he dont believe me....

finally saw the plan lol....

blekkkk~~~~~

finally get the jacket that i want....

then the promoter say the jacket is limited de....

then she say also got box....

after i saw the box then i know what is the picture at jacket already.....

haha...that is waffle......

so surprise.....

the designer very creativity .

he or she use the waffle to create a jacket....

walao.....

i think normal people wont know that what is the picture if you didnt see the box lol...

then when i want go out from the shop,

i saw a girl with her bf go in then the girl immediately take the jacket try....

hha....

happy lah....wahaha

actually gift is not important for me.

valentine's day also is a day....

after 24 hour also will pass...

the important thing is you cherish the time with your lover.

below are the some word want to tell my dear dear:

我珍惜我們在一起的時間，
花，巧克力，對我來說不實際，
花會枯，
巧克力會完。
可是唯有心是堅定不變才是最重要的。
情人節還不是一樣過，
只要我們的感情都一樣好不就好了囉。。。
我甚麼都沒有。
只有一句情人節快樂，
我愛你。
不要僩我的情人節哦！！
哈哈。。。

joyce
14/2/2009
11.45pm

chinese new year

chinese new year was pass.....

ang pau not many since the war of the 2 family...=.=''

the war never finish until now...

so~this is not my problem but still kena marah sometime....

kesiannya....

this year chinese new year most happy things is.....xixi......

because i feel my bf family and relative are different with mine one....

they are more open.

still cough ,gastric,nose very sensitive,asthma,shoulder pain,.........

this year really is sick year....

i remember zi wei tou shu also say i have a lot of sick in this year...

really zhun=.=''

today afternoon just came back sg....

went to the interior talk....

same like last time ....

but the different is we went to the interior studio....

interior really is no need sleep's course .....

i can see the level 2 student's faces,

they rush the project and prepare tomorrow the presentation during the chinese new year....

omg....all is sleepless faces....

hope i wont do that....

but i think is kinda say no.....!!!!

after talk then do my homework.....!!!

rush rush rush.....

no more time already....

i though i only have drawing ,2d.and 3d only

but i forgot next week i wanna to present when they're ask me when is your presentation....

omg.....

alomost die....

many project now....

oppsss....still got photography =.=''

wa~~~ah~~~ah~~~ah~~~~




by little yogurt princess
30 jan 2009

我到底该何去何从？？？

事情发生了。。。

是提早发生了。。。

我不可能因为我而。。。。

haiz....

到底该怎么办？？

屋子如果卖掉了不就等于我永远都要呆在新加坡！！

不就等于我回去也没有地方住了！！

不就等于是新加坡人！！

呜呜呜。。。

不要拉。。。。

我不要一直呆在这里拉。。。

这里到底有什么好啊。。:-(

呜呜呜呜～～～

怎么办啊。。。

真的是迟早的事＝。＝

我一直在担心的事情，

不知道几时会发生，

告诉别人，

别人只会说不用去想啦，

到时候再打算啦。

每个人都是这样子。

因为你们不是我，

你们根本不知道到底事情的严重。。。

看吧。。。

现在还没有到就发生了。。。

我不要住在这里啦。。。

我一点都不喜欢这里。。

不要卖啦。。。:-,(

伯爵的日记。。。。

最近，

不知道为什么一直在重复看伯爵的日记。。。。

虽然伯爵没有update新的文章，

可是，

还是会让我反复一直看。。。一直看。。。一直看。。。

哈哈。。。真的不知道该笑还是哭。。。

只是觉得很心酸。。。真的很心酸。。。

每一个字都深深的刻在我心里。

还是一样没有变。。。

呵呵。。。也许不是一件好事吧。

现在也许会更加体会得到现实吧。

最近download了beyond的check on it...

直到现在还是很喜欢这首歌，

很熟系的音乐。。。。

刚刚去看了video才发现，

原来那辆车出现在mv里。

呵呵。。。

车和人都一样不实际。

为什么很多事情到现在我才发现。




by little yogurt princess

A & W.......

好美的照片。。。

不想解释太多，

就是觉得很美。

haiz....

HAIZ~~

地狱的日子又来临了。。。

真的是闲。。。

没得选择，

谁叫我自己做的选择。

努力努力努力。。。。

再过4个月好日字就要来了。。

哇哈哈。。。

接下来会很忙了。。。

没有时间上网。

没有时间休息。。。

没有时间睡觉。。。

没有时间陪我的dear dear了。。。

没有时间啊！！！

好的日字总是过得特别快。。。

还是面对现实吧。。。




by little yogurt princess

2009 !!!

2009 !!!

新的一年。

新的展望。

有人问我在新的一年里我的希望是什么？

我说 ：

“不知道=.=''

如果可以的话希望快点quit school。

做比较实际的事情。”

因为对我来说，

读书只是社会的一个观念。

是社会已经规定说，

只要你是人，

不管是男还是女，

你就是需要接受教育。

因为社会不要有文盲，

所以我们都必须接受教育。

再加上众人的观念

“你一定要读书，

不读书以后就不会赚大钱。”

所以，

就造就了我爸爸现在的观念=.=''

haiz~~

人家读书我也读书，

为什么我读书只是为了一个观念？？

谁说没有读书就不会赚钱？？

谁说不会读书的人就是死路一条？？

又是谁设定这些观念？？

人啊～～

自从在这里读书之后，

原来我才知道，

我一直都在跟着众人的观念走。

真的是讽刺啊。。。

就只因为父母讲什么就听什么。

从来都不敢反驳。

所以就造就了今天的我。

从现在起，

我要做我自己。

我有我自己的想法。

我不想再一直听你们的话走了！！

如果我再一直听你们的话的话，

那我几时才可以真正了解这个社会？

我几时才可以拥有我自己的想法？

我几时才可以拥有我自己的时间？？

我要做我自己 ！！！



by little yogurt princess
1/1/2009